Be there as soon as I remember {mecedes}

[PAXTON BERNARD LEWIS]

TAKE A BREATH TAKE IT DEEP CALM YOURSELF HE SAYS TO ME IF YOU
PLAY YOU PLAY FOR KEEPS TAKE THE GUN AND COUNT TO THREE • • •
& i'm sweating now moving slow no time to think my turn to go
AND YOU CAN SEE MY HEART BEATING
YOU CAN SEE IT THROUGH MY CHEST

Pax plopped downed on the couch in the PKP living room, exhausted. He had been up since five that morning, for his run around the campus. He closed his eyes for a bit, not falling asleep, but simply relaxing. He allowed his mind to drift back to the previous night. It had been a wild night if he remembered correctly, lots of drinking going on. Pax wasn’t the type of person who would normally go drunk at a party…okay maybe he was but normally he at least maintain some type of control. What had happened? He was still slightly hung over from the night before, and the pitter-patter of feet from the people moving through the room was totally not helping his headache. He rubbed his head, trying to ease his pounding head, his mind still on the party last night. Something important had happen, that he wasn’t remembering, and that bothered him a little. He shrugged off that feeling and opted to not think on it for a while.

Pax was trying to be a good boy. Trying and failing miserably. He didn’t like who he was becoming, or what he was doing with his life. Okay maybe that was a lie too, he did enjoy some aspects of what he was doing with his life. But he didn’t like how he was doing it. ‘At least, I still got a banging body,’ he thought, but that was due to his tedious workout schedule that he never strayed from. Up at 4:30, and out running from 5 until 7:30, it seemed like the only thing he could commit too. He did this no matter the weather, and no matter what or who he did the night before. ‘Who,’ he thought. Pax laughed bitterly pulling a cigarette out his back pocket and lighting it. There seemed to be a lot of who’s recently. Not that he minded, Pax did love a good party, and sex always seemed to follow one.

Grumble, Gurgle, Grumble.


Uh oh, he was hungry. Pax thought back to the last time he ate and realized the last time he ate something was yesterday. He didn’t normally go this long without eating, and he didn’t know why he did today. He was contemplating whether or not to get up and get something to eat, or waste away here in lonely starvation. He was quite lazy when it came down to simple stuff like this. Getting up off the couch, and holding his head, from the headache he was nursing, he made his way out the door and down to the café around the corner. He found himself a booth near the back of the joint. When the waiter walked up he placed his order, “Can I get a burger and some fries, and a chocolate milkshake please,” he told him. He watched the waiter turn and go get his order before he took a look around the place. At first glance he didn’t really see anyone he knew or anyone that looked his age, and still didn’t see anyone on his second look. his order finally came, he munched quietly, satisfied that he was not going to starve to death…at least not that day.

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[MERCADES ANN HAMILTON]

i must confess ,

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What was it with people these days. Couldn’t they just appreciate the finer things in life? People were so anal about things these days. Mercades was a girl that loved to just have fun and live life one second at a time. Life is what you make it she always says. Mercy couldn’t wait to get some people in her sorority, since she was the president, and show them what life was all about. She was not going to let life get them down. She would show them what real fun was. What college was all about. Yes. Mercy was not a strict person however, when she needed to be serious she could be. Mercy just couldn’t stand people who were so strict and anal about everything. That was just not how she rolled. And she wanted the girls to have fun. What was so bad with a little fun now and then?

Mercy was sitting down in the common room or living room as some others would call it. She was bored and beginning to get hungry. She really didn’t feel like cooking so it was decided that she was going to go somewhere to eat. Fuck cooking. Mercy went upstairs and got into something cute. She put on a flowing mini skirt and a cute tshirt. Yep, that should work. Mercy loved to show off her body, heck, why couldn’t she be proud of it? She put on some high heels and made her way out the door to go find somewhere to eat.

When she decided she would go eat at Hooters, memories of the night before started to flood into her mind. Or at least of what she remembered. It was a crazy night and she knew it was fun, but for the first time in a while, she got so wasted that she couldn’t remember. That was a good night. However, she cursed herself for not being able to remember. She found a booth that was behind a guy that looked about her age. She flashed him a smile and then sat down and looked at the menu. She ordered a strawberry daiquiri and then a chef salad. For some reason she wasn’t really in the mood for anything too heavy. She told the waiter what she wanted and then waited for her food. Her mind went back to the guy she just smiled at. He was cute.

"you're talking!"
"someone else is talking!"

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THIS THREAD IS finished.
AND IT’S FOR Paxton
AS FOR WORDS, WE HAVE 534
THE LYRICS ARE FROM america’s suitehearts by fall out boy.
MUSE IS THANKS TO what's playing?
AND WE’RE WEARING outfit.
ANY LAST THOUGHTS? sorry its bad.
THANKS FOR THE HARD WORK template (c) - bethasaur ftw . of CAUTION 2.0

[PAXTON BERNARD LEWIS]

TAKE A BREATH TAKE IT DEEP CALM YOURSELF HE SAYS TO ME IF YOU
PLAY YOU PLAY FOR KEEPS TAKE THE GUN AND COUNT TO THREE • • •
& i'm sweating now moving slow no time to think my turn to go
AND YOU CAN SEE MY HEART BEATING
YOU CAN SEE IT THROUGH MY CHEST

Pax was munching along happily, eating his burger. It was possibly the best tasting burger of his life…well either that or he was starving. He was willing to bet on the last one. He let his mind wander off to his home. He hadn’t seen his parents in forever. Yeah, he missed them, but well if they weren’t going to call him neither would he. It also didn’t help that the last time they had spoke, he had called his mother a bitch, and his dad a cold hearted bastard. He sighed; it was memories like those that made him wonder what had happen. How the hell had he gotten like this? He didn't know.

He was picking up the last of his fries, moving it up towards his mouth, when he noticed a girl around his age walk in and sit in the booth behind him. She was pretty hot, he had to admit. She had long blonde hair, and a Latin look about her. He couldn’t tell how tall she was from where he was sitting, but he concluded that he still had a slightly greater height on her. Not wanting to seem like a creepy stalker dude, he turned his eyes, back towards his food.

Pax looked down at his food. He didn’t take his brother out to lunch very often, and if he did it was only because his parents told him too. He felt kind of bad about that fact, but yea…his brother wouldn’t be very happy hanging out with him, or at least that’s what he told himself. His brother and him had grown apart as years progressed, it was kind of sad when he thought about it, but he guessed it was his own fault. If he hadn’t gotten into the whole party scene, he and he his bro might have had a solid relationship. If he hadn’t gotten into the whole party scene, a lot of things might have happened. He tried not to think about that fact, because it was quite a depressing thought. Not one to dwell in the past Pax finished his food and threw it away.

He was having a massive internal struggle with himself on whether or not he should go to this girl. Sure he wanted to talk to her, but he didn’t want to go over than and act like a total idiot. That would be bad. Deciding that the worst she could do would to be to ignore him all together. On his way towards the door he stopped by the girl’s table. “Hey,” he said. He ran a hand through his hair, and let out a nervous breath of air, “I don’t normally do this but, I just wanted to tell you, you’re pretty hot.”

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